it's a self-control statement

I'm so fucking tired of being just as I am. I wanna change myself, physically. I wanna fit in skinny clothes, I wanna reduce my clothes sizes. I wanna wear what I like without thinking if it's good or not, if I'm not looking like an elephant. Yes, I wanna be thin and I don't care what you think about that. It's my choice and I will get there, you'll be surprise. As they say: if they can't see your soul, let'em see your bones. And that's what I'll do, I'll show my bones to the world. I don't know how, but I'll make it.

You don't know how strong you are until your only alternative is being strong.